I remember

I remember when there was a time when I didn’t have to work. I would just do my home work then go outside and play. Now, its doing homework and going to work. I remember when you’re on vacation then you are on vacation.  Today, if I’m on vacation from school, I still got work. I remember when I wanted something, my parents always got it for me. Now, its “no. you got money buy it yourself.” I remember when my grandmother was alive, my family and I use to hang out. Now, I don’t know where my family is. I remember when my friends and I were young, we use to all hang out in the park everyday. Now, I barely see them. Either they have kids, went away to college, or always busy working. I remember when I was young, i didn’t have to worry about police. Now, I’m legal I have to watch what I do carefully. I remember when I didn’t have to worry about my future. Now, I need to figure out what I’ am going to do with my life. Life changes a lot when time flies by.

I dont know

I dont know what to do about this girl. She is really obsess with me. I have no idea why. I told her i didn’t want any relationships right now. All I wanted to do was be single because I want no stress. Just want to enjoy my life. She said she wants the same thing. One night we was hanging out in my house. We were talking. I was laying on my bed and she was laying on the floor. I had my eyes closed at one point. She just kissed me. I admit that I liked it. But, I reminded her that I wanted to remain single. After this kiss, she became so in love with me. She has been asking me to be her boyfriend. I thought she wanted to be single. I guess she lied to me. She was probably hoping that I would change my mind after that kiss. Apparently, I did not and she is still trying. We get in pointless arguments about this. So, I told her to stop calling me and sending me messages on the internet. But, she continues to do so. Therefore, i changed my phone number and I blocked her online. Now, she shows up and waits for me in front of my building. She does not care what time I come out. She would just sit there and wait. I just don’t know what to do with her. She is making me get into so much stress which i was trying to avoid.

Boston Celtics

AH The Celtics won the championship. I knew it was comming since last summer when Ray Allen and Kevin Garnett came into the mix. In the NBA finals I wanted both the Lakers and Celtics to win but, I was going for the Lakers. I wanted the Celtics to win because I would want to see Paul Pierce, Ray Allen, and Kevin Garnett get a ring because they deserved. But, on the other hand I really wanted the Lakers to win because I would want to see Kobe Bryant carrying a team. He did so well all season. I wanted to see if he could win a championship without Shaq. But, it appears he can’t because he had no help. He was the only player that could take over a game. But, Kobe could not take over a game at all against the Celtics. Boston made sure when Kobe gets the ball about 4 players trap him. Kobe didn’t have that second player. For example, if Michael Jordan couldn’t take over because of tough defense then he had Scottie Pippen who could do it.  All those over seas players he had on his team don’t play aggressive. Almost every over seas player in the league are jump shooters. They don’t play aggressive so how are they going to get fouled and get easy baskets? If you watch Kobe was the free throw shooter of the team for the most part. He plays aggressive. Yes. Lamar Odom and Pau Gasol got there but, not a lot. But, I automatically knew the Boston Celtics was going to win. They say defense always win championships. The way to look at it is Boston was the number one defensive team in the NBA and the Lakers were the number one offense team in the NBA. So, that tells the outcome of the series.

Motivation

Yesterday I was talking with two of my friends. They are older than I’am. They are not very wealthy but they are not poor. They always talking about things that they want. Mostly, they talk about cars because they love cars. Through out their whole conversation I was thinking  about what I want to do in my life.

I don’t know what I want to do in my life yet. But, whatever it is I want to be very successful at it. Plus, I have to make sure it is a career that i have the ability to grow. All the inflation that is going in the world today gas prices, food, and etc. They say history suppose not to repeat itself but, to learn from the mistakes. It looks like history is repeating it self now because we are about to suffer another Great Depression. I see the depression now, the looks on everyone’s face, people crying, people being angry, people talking about it, and people complaining.

I’ am one of those people now. However, I don’t want to be one of those people in the future. I want to be one of those guys that say that they want something and could get it. Money is the american dream they say. However, I dont want it to be a dream. I want it to be real. So, at this moment I feel motivated. I want to do the best I can do in college. I want to look a career that I would want to do for the rest of my life. Most of all I just want to be happy.

Music

Not one word could explain how much I love music. Sometimes I can’t explain why I love music. But, I can say a few reasons why I do. I love music because it can change your mood depending how your feeling. For example, if i listen to a R n B song, it makes me feel relax. Again, depending on the song, a Rnb song can also make me feel sad. If I listen to a hip hop song, I would be hype to do anything for the day.

Most of the time I listen to the beats of songs. Why, because music today is always being sung with the same type of topics. Topics such as, killing, sex, drugs, or the same girl/boy problems. So, to avoid hearing these things, I just enjoy the instrumental. A lot of people find it weird that I only listen to beats of songs. If a person grabs my Ipod they would say “why won’t you have any real songs” or ” don’t you find it boring with out the words.” Plus, the instrumental is very useful when I’am working out. Because if i listen to the words of the songs it kind of distracts my concentration.

However, not only I listen to someone else’s songs or beats, I make my own. I use this program called Fruity Loops which is very simple. It may be simple but, you still need to know some knowledge on beats. For instance, tempo, bars, melodies, and the name of sounds. I don’t know how I make my beats so well. God just blessed me with the talent i guess. Sometimes I think of taking it to the next level. If people rap or sing to my beats then that shows I have potential to be a professional.

Trying out the blog for the first time

Today is June 3, 2008 and I’am doing absolutely nothing. I had a day off work so, I’m just listening to music through out this whole day until it is time to go to class.

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